Sorry. I’ve been awol.
I’ve lost a lot of the motivation I started out with this year. Is it the time of the year? Is it something in the air? Is it ok to lose motivation?
I’ve just finished celebrating my birthday. The guy I’m seeing has referred to himself as my boyfriend, so we’re official.
I got promoted at work. My football team are winning.
I have nothing to be grumpy about.
Maybe it’s the hormones, my period is due but that would only explain one or two days and not this incessant cloud of misery which has descended over me.
To make matters worse, my boyfriend is also grumpy because his football team lost their Europa cup final. And this is further making me grumpy. Like Pandora’s box. Has my grump created a confidence in him to be grumpy? Because that’s not how this works. I can be grumpy, he makes me feel better. He is not allowed to be grumpy because I can’t be arsed with emotional people.
I joke, kinda. I’m not insensitive, although some part of me thinks there are better things to be grumpy over than a game of football.
And I’ve been rather dutiful and asked how I can make him feel better, but I hit a dead end with ‘I dunno’.
So now I’m even more grumpy.
So I got the grumps which created the grumps which has given me the grumpy grumps.